to all the boys i ve ever loved3

I'm 39/m, married with 3 beautiful kids. Wife and kids are abroad, while I'm gainfully employed here in Nigeria. This is my story - I've always been a chilled introverted guy with almost zero worries.

I currently live in the UK and I am married to the most loving guy that I can ever think of, trust me I have been around so I know the attribute of the word "most loving guy" though all is not perfect at the moment but the dilemma now is that

Since then I have not heard from her again and the police said all attempts to reach her to get her statement had been futile. I don't really have any relationship with her.