"I'm a living witness you can make it through it. I'm so glad my attempts didn't work. I'm still alive. The best part of my life, and I would've missed it had I decided to end it. Well I did, but, it didn't work."
Martinez added; "I'm a person who likes to build things. I arrived with the clear job of qualifying for the World Cup and participating in the World Cup. ... Then we finish with the bronze medal and I felt I wanted to give it another go.
"Ceetee, I'm dying slowly. The nurses asked me to stop thinking but is it possible to see my husband bringing in his girlfriend and I will sleep in the palour. I got married to him 2020. We were as poor at church rat.
The man himself spoke last month about his future, saying that he is not thinking about leaving Napoli, but if they were to win a trophy then things could change.
"I actually found it tougher to live in London than Manchester because I'm from La Plata, which is quite a small city. I wish I could have stayed at United longer, as I believe I could have done things differently.
"What I'm trying to say is that the women and young girls who are the ones affected currently should rise and end this transactional marriage and treat our husbands well so that they do not visit the same on us.
I started eating chocolates more than usual, praying with the rosary three to five times (no jokes), and a lot ofthinking. What are your words to live by? You are unstoppable; you have not come this far to stop now.
But her friend Sarah Samuel, who wrote many of the entries, is yet to return, which is a source of sadness for her. "I feel pained. I feel so pained. Up till now, I'm still thinking about her."